Monday, September 6, 2010

Cry of an unborn child

In a wonderland,
With enormous amount of water,
A rope which helps me to float
With my small legs and hands
Am playing.

My world is dark,
But I can see things around me.
None to disturb,
Am enjoying.
But that happiness didn't last for long. Until-

My mother saw me in scan
And cried "unwanted baby".
I couldn't see my mom crying.
I shouted " I will make you happy mom"
Let me live with you.

But she couldn't hear my voice.
Sometimes later,
Knives sharper than swords
Came and hit me.
I cried "Mom its paining, I can't bear it"

But a knife struck my throat
And I couldn't cry further.
I closed my eyes.
I heard voices saying
"We have terminated your child"

But I still live there,
With no body and only soul,
As an unborn child.

- Sujisha.N
Wipro GE healthcare

Tuesday, May 4, 2010


Stay fit-mentally
Stay fit mentally and if a 21 year old gal like me, tell this line; it will be the most ridiculous thing in this world. Yes, it is the age when we think fitness is all about keeping our body fit and we dare to care what mental fitness is all about. We work out day and night, go to gym, maintain diets, what not. But are we really fit???
Physically we must have shaped our body. But mentally??? It’s always busy, far out of our reach. A co-ordination between the mind and body is very much lacking in this wonderful or so called healthy age.
You may be thinking, “Oh guys I got it; she’s gona tell about yoga, meditation stuffs like that.” ….Absolutely not!!! I don’t know anything about those stuffs. I admit very frankly. Then what???Yeah come on guys follow me….
Mental fitness is all about co-ordination between mind and body. If you are aware of the surrounding and aware of what you are doing then you are mentally fit….
Let me tell some examples…When you are angry, you want to show how much you hate that situation, there loses your mental co-ordination. Hands and mouth does something else which your mind never wished or wanted to do so. Our mouth shouts out words which comes as a sphere and hit others sentiments. Our hands sometimes tempt to break things. But after that???
It’s highly difficult to control one’s anger, definitely I can’t. But we can control the virulence of our anger. A simple thing I do is just count the numbers backwards from 100 to 1, by the time you stop counting, the situation must have slowed down its tides. A simple experience anybody can do, to avoid a turmoil situation.
Then another situation where co-ordination between mind and body completely loses is when you hear to boring lectures or forced to sit in a seminar in office or college. Mind flies away from us. Sorry guys no medicine for this disease. Allow it to fly and let it come back after the damn boring program is over.
A very crazy thing about our mind is when we are sad, mind gets more concentrated into it, we think of that sad incident, weep, weep, and keep on weeping. Here also the co-ordination between mind and body gets damaged. But here it’s a different story, here body refuses to do any work instead it focuses on that issue and makes things bigger and bigger for the little heart to bear.
When we are completely happy our mind will lose its track. When we are with our friends, cracking jokes, commenting on gals, boys, enjoying nature, fun, we will certainly loose our mind. But it’s a wonderful thing to lose our mind like that when we are extremely happy. It’s a sort of not co-ordination problem but it’s a kind of relaxation to our mind.
Then the situation where you lose control of your mind and body is definitely when you do sex. Here leave your mind to be happy and don’t think about yourself or fear if your partner may think wrong about you. If so, you may not enjoy its fruitfulness. But make sure that you are not doing anything wrong, going against your inner consciousness. If so, then be prepared, people will definitely break your bones. You should always have self control over it and not to spoil anybody’s life.
Well, that’s it guys, I shared something about this mental fitness and hope you enjoyed. See you soon as good mind co-ordinate gals and guys.

regards Sujisha Nandakumar

Sunday, January 24, 2010



Life is simple
Unless we make it complicated.

We can aim to become perfectionalist but,
Can never be perfect.

Make mistakes and learn from it,
Is the theory of life.

Never let yourself down for doing mistakes,
Time will cure it.

Try to be a human always,
Rather than positionalist.

Make others happy by sacrificing your happiness,
Tones and tones of happiness will flow towards you.

Set a goal for yourself,
Work hard to achieve it.

Maintain a smooth relationship with all,
Life will be joyful.

When you are facing hardest situation of life, remember
“This moment is not permanent in life”

Never let down your standard,
Life graph should always be a rising curve.

Family should be given more preference
After all, we want to love and be loved by someone.

The best partner of oneself should be their life partner.
If not, strive to make it.

Silence is the best medicine when you are in anger,
Take it, when you need it the most.

Never let yourself down.

Thursday, November 5, 2009



In this fast growing world,
Amongst the horizons of introverts;
Where smiles and laughs can bring down
The ladder of your dignity;
I chose to be a comedian.

Striking the board of sorrows
With arrows of laughter.
Showering the dry lands of hearts,
With rainfall of smiles;
I chose to be a comedian.

Aim of life is to
Hurt not anyone.
Handsome of years left
To make people happy for
I chose to be a comedian.

To bring back the childhood ness,
To demolish the anger demon,
To raise up the curtain of seriousness,
To experience the real joyfulness,
I chose to be a comedian.

While collecting pearls of jokes
To make a garland of laughter,
I sadly realize that the mob is
Only for my comedies and not for this comedian, still;
I chose to be a comedian.

-Sujisha Nandakumar

Saturday, August 15, 2009




Mangalam, is a very pleasant village, situated in Palakkad districts of Kerala. The velvety green fields, the hefty old banyan tree, underneath it, is a tea shop whose tea has never changed its awesome flavour since the present owner, Radhakrishnan’s great grandfather started the shop. The tribute of Bharathapuzha River that flows through the village has not only served as a place for the crazy kids to play and dance but also for washing buffaloes.
Apart from this crystal clear river, which always been her speciality, there are so may well maintained ponds in which the people of the village take bath. The young men of the village used to dive from the branches of trees which surround the pond. As soon as they jump from high altitude the water in the pond rises and sprinkles everywhere making the dresses kept by the women to change after their bath, all getting fully wet and making the washed clothes completely dirty. It is because of this reason the women of the village have their morning bath very early before the men folk get up from their beds.
Since the guys bring only a single towel with them; even if that goes wet, they don’t bother for that, ‘cause they will go with that wet cloth around their waists after finishing their bath.
The trouble is for the grandmothers of the village, who can’t wake up early in the morning due to mist and fog.
These men dirty their clothes and in their old age, the grannies instead of chanting mantras, they have to shout “Is it to take our lives away your mothers have given birth to you.” at the men.
But the men dare to care the curses of the old ladies for if they didn’t get one a day their night’s sleep is gone.
Very common sights in the morning hours of the village are, the school going children with a heavy book load on their shoulders, ties which fix tightly on to their necks, shoes and socks which is a must even during rainy seasons. Men, women and children all standing in a bus stop waiting for their buses in order to reach their workplaces and schools on time.
We can also see some people running as fast as they can, right from the banyan tree which is in a higher altitude.
It was the public examination season for the twelfth class students. Every student who were going to attempt the exam were at their last minute preparations. Exam will begin in a week’s time. Parents of those children are very much cautious about their children’s health and studies. They never failed to provide them health drinks and nutritious foods. Fathers advices seemed highly valued at this time. Those families refused the cable connections at their homes because the exams were nearing, also it should not spoil the dreams of the children, perhaps the dreams of the parents to get admission for their children in a top medical or engineering colleges.


One afternoon, the cloud was clear; sun was shining above the head. The village was drowned in silence. A voice of a young girl filled the air, breaking through the silence. If someone lends their ears to her voice they could hear so “The Newton’s first law says, All objects continue to be in their state of motion or rest unless they are acted upon by an external force”. Within a couple of minutes she finished vomiting a whole essay question regarding physics laws. In between, one could hear, “Look Prakithi, you always have a starting trouble. Crap why don’t you remember properly. Exams are nearing; you should achieve your goal, ambition, dreams. Hmmm all these are one and the same. Anyways stop talking and start studying, if anyone hears, they might think I have gone nuts.”
It was clear from her conversation that she was talking to herself. The conversational learning procedure continued. The voice kept on rising as her interest increased in the deeper portions of the subject.
After sometime the voice disappeared only a slight murmur remained. It was Prakirthi’s again. “Let me sit under the jackfruit tree for sometime. My throat is aching. The other half I shall read in my mind and study.” It was at this time the pleasant smell of jackfruit pierced her nostrils, traveled through her esophagus and reached the stomach.
She wanted to eat jackfruit. She went into the kitchen, opened the kitchen shelf. Took the container in which jackfruit was kept. Picked and dropped some juicy layers of jackfruit on the plate and when she was about to place the lid in its position, it slipped from her soft pinkish hands and fell down on the floor making a terrible noise.
It awoke her grandmother who was sleeping in her room. Her granny’s voice rose “What’s that sound Kirthi?”
“Nothing grandma, I just came to take some jackfruit. The lid fell down when I was about to close.” the voice softened “Are you not studying?” The girl’s voice again got a starting trouble “Oh…Ah…Yes grandma, I’ll take a break of ten minutes and then continue studying.”
Grandma back in position on bed replied “Fine and don’t forget to lock the kitchen door, even yesterday I drove the black cat which just waits for a chance to enter into kitchen and drink all my milk.”
She made herself sure of closing the door properly and ran to her place to eat the delicious fruit.
She leaned herself on the tree. Straightened her legs but crossed her ankles. The silver anklets studded with midnight gray colored stone was peeping out through the down frills of her black long skirt. The skirt had mirror works on it. Anyone who sees it can undoubtfully guess that she bought it from either the east or western parts of India. The mirrors were not so shiny and seemed dull at some places.
The sandal coloured cotton tops suited her most because it is hard to differentiate the colour of the tops from the colour of her skin, as they exactly coincides. She placed the plate of jackfruit on her lap and took one fruit-layer, held it straight and dropped it into her mouth. When she chewed half the layer a small drops of juice tried to flow down through her cherry-like lips, but she managed to take it back into her mouth using her tongue. The afternoon sun showed its virulence by allowing its heat to enter through the shades and settling as water droplets on the butter slide of her face. The creative less world call it as nose. She wanted to wipe out the pearl droplets off her nose but couldn’t get time in between her busy schedule of tasting the fruit. Yet she managed to raise her hand and her straight, medium sized round fingers made a quick wipe out through her nose.
The sparkling eyes of her make us imagine a white sky with black shiny stars studded in it. Her eye balls suddenly moved to the left corner of her eyes, as she was caught by the smart activity of him within a fraction of second he disappeared into the bushes.
She said to her “These squirrels are really fast.” She then continued to enjoy the fruit. It was then wind; an unwelcome guest interrupted her by waving her hair strands to reach her mouth. “I should tie my hair up only then I can eat properly.” She tied her hair which was falling straight from her head and touched the ground as she was sitting.
After finished eating the fruit, she took her book back in her hand. As she was reading through the page, it seemed that someone was calling her from behind probably someone whistling from backside of her ears. But that didn’t disturb her concentration, she continued. After few seconds she felt something was crawling through her tied hair.
A green head was peeping through her neck from backside. She turned her neck slightly. It took her breadth away she couldn’t believe her eyes. But she should believe her eyes at this moment because; she tied a green slender snake along with her hair strands. Her face became pale. She was frost bitten.


Wednesday, June 24, 2009



Younger generation, the vibrant, budding phase of human life is captive enough to reproduce innovations to even the atomic level of a thing. The youths of today are capable enough to look into a matter in a different perspective. They are also flexible enough to adapt themselves to any kind of turmoil situations.
In space crafts, robotics, computers, automobile, bikes, mobile phones to even the art of making life awesome is very well known by the younger generation of today. They seems to be lacking in responsibilities when one just blindly sees their playful nature from outside, but if traveled in depths through their minds, one would find that each one of today’s generation has a clear cut idea about their future plans and their strengths.
This generation opts for strategic working rather than hardworking. They work upon the policy of ‘solution for their works in a short route’, which itself is a sign of growth not through the age old track of hardworking but through smart working. Even before the father starts to operate his new mobile phone, the son would ‘ve finished studying even about the embedded chips installed in it.
Friendship between boys and girls was not much appreciable by public few years before. But young generation of today has created a change in that thinking by their broad mindedness to ignore gender in friendship and focuses on objective of working together in groups irrespective of gender rather than restricting themselves to a small circle comprising of only boys or only girls.
This nature of today’s generation could be easily mistaken by people who don’t posses the same frequency as that of youths. One thing is very clear, the younger generation of today knows what they are doing and is smart enough to segregate right and wrong. Just as a swan, they pick up only the right pearls for their prosperity. They might at times, have slips, but they will never let themselves for a downfall.

Though they have innovative ideas, broad mindedness, strategic working, flexibilities, knowledge and skills , a botherization to preserve the culture of our nation is lacking in today’s younger generation. Handshakes and ‘Hi’ have replaced our tradition of greeting by joining hands to say ‘Vanakkam’.
This generation encourages nuclear family rather than joint family system because they doesn’t want to take the risk of facing family problems which sometimes occurs due to their aunts, uncles, brothers or sisters in their busy scheduled life. But the fruitfulness of joint family lies in the fact that if one brother in a family is not flourishing well, the Big brother can extend a supporting hand, thus maintaining the economy of the family, stable all time. This system is definitely the product of our ancestral brains.
While running behind wealth and prosperity younger generation of today dare to care the life sustaining field; which is nothing but agriculture. And this is certainly because, patience is lacking in the youths. A farmer sows seeds and waits for months or even years patiently to get the output yield. While the younger generation works on micro and nano seconds outputs for the inputs given to their PC.
Thus concluding telling so, “The younger generation is talented enough to aim for stars but should be careful in not letting the soil under their feet to drain off; that is , while aiming for modernization and prosperity the youths of today shouldn’t forget to preserve the rich culture of our ‘Mother India’”


Monday, June 15, 2009



Never will I leave you in my lifetime;
‘Cause it’s you my life is.
But, when you feel that,
I am a burden and of not interesting;
I shall not create more troubles for you, by being with you.
But, that will be the hardest punishment
For me in this beautiful world,
Which I will accept for you with all my heart.